feeling helpless to change myself,
i never used to be this way.
Life fast and to die young
i'll be buried by the age of twenty fucking one.
i look in the mirror just to hate what i see,
the type of person that i could never imagine to be.
Wake-up every morning with the same thought on my mind,
Which substance to take today so i don't have to face reality,
it's so much easier to live this life.
I used to have so many different views, i used to have morals and goals.
But now i dig myself deeper and deeper into this hole,
i'm never going to change.
And no this isn't a poem, i'm just putting my thoughts into words.
xoxo *mUaHz* xoxo